Navigating how to sustain a small business is really hard. I’m having a hard time. I’m literally doing it all. Being a mom, a wife, daughter, a corporate girly while still trying to stay true to myself. I definitely need time to myself lately cause I’ve been pouring my cup onto everyone elses that my cup is now depleted. I think I really need to go on a vacation and just re center and refocus. There’s been so many things happening lately that I haven’t had time to myself. In order for you to help others your need to make sure that you have the strength to actually do so. I miss journaling, blogging, traveling and just doing whatever the heck I wanted.
I want to be here and start writing again. Maybe I can finally write that book I’ve been wanting to write. I have all these ideas, but can’t seem to write them down. It’s all just jumbled up in my brain. I’m 33 now. Wait, is it 33 or 34? I swear I forget how old I am. I think I’m lowkey still 24. I’m a bit older now but still a kiddish lady. I refuse to use AI or ChatGPT in my journal blogs. It’s so obvious now when it is being used and it takes the authenticity away. So you might have to deal with how the words come out straight from my brain. My grammar might be wrong. I might have super long sentences. My spelling might be wrong too. As long as you get what I’m trying to say, that’s all that I want.
I titled this a New Start, but is it really? hmm maybe it is just a continuation since technically there is no new start. It’s more of a journey back to myself. Rekindling that flame I used to have. Life has its ups and downs. I’m starting to get emotional about it. But that’s what life is, and you just have to deal with it. You have to conjure those emotions that you’ve been feeling. Lately, I’ve been having a lot of those. I need an outlet. So this is it. This is my outlet.
I hope you stay tuned. Maybe we can share tips.
xoxo, Van